Bad faith

[nh4ever]

 I want you to recognize a few facts
I want you to recognize this bad faith

I want you to recognize within yourself
A failure to live rationally

I want you to see that in spite of being happy only when you feel happy,
You do everything to insure that your energies never move in that direction.
That you keep the thoughts in your mind always moving away from a recognition of emotional self-sufficiency 
That by thinking constantly of what a person or the world or you owe yourself
You manage to keep unhappiness going.
Recognize this. Recognize that bad faith you have with yourself
Which does not let you grow up and spend your time and energy back into your energies 
So that your emotions will reflect your own real obvious self justifying desire to be well.
To be joyous

Lable this unhappiness causing and all unhappiness causing within youraelf, including perhaps that entirely self-destroying unsurity of whether you want to be happy at all.
By definition you do. And whatever in you says otherwise by definition is bad faith 
Recognize and thus work free